I am queer and non-binary. I used to identify as bisexual, but now I use the umbrella term â€œqueerâ€ since I can be attracted to any gender. Since I’m â€œnon-binary,â€ meaning I don’t identify as a man or a woman, it would be contradictory to identify as â€œbisexualâ€ since I don’t believe that gender is a binary concept. Sometimes I use the term â€œnon-gendered,â€ since I often feel like I don’t have a gender. (Gender is a social construct, completely separate from a person’s biological sex.) I also use â€œgay,â€ as a catch-all term for non-heterosexual people, even though others use it to exclusively describe men who have sex with men.
Gender and sexual orientation each have their own spectrum, and I’m somewhere in the middle on both.
I don’t have a box, a stereotype to which I’m expected to conform or even suggested guidelines like those that come with identifying as a â€œman,â€ â€œwoman,â€ â€œheterosexual,â€ or â€œhomosexual.â€ It’s both freeing and frightening to live without such limits.
In honor of National Coming Out Day, I decided to respond to the common statements and questions my friends have heard in response to coming out:
What made you gay?
Nothing made me queer. It’s just what I am. What made you straight?
How did you know you were queer?
When I realized my female peers didn’t think about women the same way I do.
When did you decide to be non-binary?
Again, this wasn’t a decision. I’ve never felt like being a man or a woman was right for me.
How does that work?
Could you be a bit more specific?
It’s just a phase.
Thirty-eight years is a long time for a phase.
You’re just confused.
I’m often confused about a lot of things, including how to best present myself, but I have no doubts about who or what I am.
Have you always been like this?
Are you sure?
Yes. Trust me, I wouldn’t have come out if I wasn’t sure.
The only person who could get away with asking this question was my grandmother, because, well, she was old. Bless her heart.
How do you know?
How do you know what gender you are? How do you know what people you find attractive? Some things you just know.
I don’t want you to get AIDS.
What are your pronouns?
In general, if you’re using pronouns to refer to me, there’s a good chance I’m not there to hear you. I don’t care what pronouns you use as long as you’re respectful. When speaking to me, I prefer â€œsirâ€ over â€œma’am,â€ and a gender-neutral title instead of â€œMr.â€ or â€œMs.â€
Can’t you just pick one gender to be attracted to?
Some people are only attracted to people with light or dark-colored hair. Others are potentially attracted to a person with any color of hair. Likewise, some people are only attracted to people with a penis or a vagina. For me, a person’s genitals is not a deal-maker or breaker in deciding whether I find them attractive.
Bisexuals are greedy and promiscuous.
Sounds like you’re jealous.
So, you want to have sex with everyone.
No. There’s a big difference between being potentially attracted to a person of any gender and wanting to bang everyone.
Oh, so you had a crush on me in high school, right? (From a female friend)
BTW â€“ If an LGBTQ person hits on you, take it as a compliment, even if you don’t reciprocate their feelings. It’s not a big deal if everyone’s respectful.
How do you have sex when there is no penis involved?
There are lots of ways to be intimate when a penis is not a key player. Do we need to take you back to Sex 101?
So, does that mean you [sex act]?
Woah there, Pooh Bear. Unless I’m sleeping with you, the details of my sex life are none of your business.
Are you the man or the woman in relationships?
That’s like asking which chopstick is the fork.
Does your family know?
Yup. And if they didn’t, they haven’t been paying attention.
Is it because your dad didn’t show you affection?
This is probably because your mom was too overbearing.
Do you know my friend, Chris? They’re gay.
The LGBTQ community may be less than 10% of the population, but that’s still a lot of people. We don’t all know each other.
But how cool would that be?
That makes sense.
A lot of things clicked when I realized what I am.
Life is going to be a lot more difficult now.
Probably. But I’d rather be authentic than pretend to be someone I’m not.
Have you ever been fired for being gay?
Thankfully no, but in Arizona, I could be.
I love you anyway.
That’s one word too long.
Do you really have to tell everyone? Shouldn’t you keep that private?
Why would I? That would be like telling a man to tone down his masculinity, or telling a straight couple to stop holding hands. My sexual orientation and gender have little impact on most people’s lives.
So, there you go. If you’re still curious about my sexual orientation or gender, including my coming out stories, check out my episode of The Out House podcast.